the good start with a bad ending

today i really paid attention to the lecturers. and hell, i got so many assignments from the four-nonstop-lectures. if it's not for the future's sake, i won't do any of them. and the afternoon was really terrible. i made him get mad with me again. it was my fault, really. he even didn't reply my chat. :( but i'm too afraid to call him now. i want him to cool his head first. but then, i won't know when he will be in a good mood then. :(:( i think i could do much better. but, yeah, i'm a silly girl :( i'm sorry dear.