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lemon

2011-04-09T09:07:00.003+07:00

these days are such exhausting.. uni life gets worse ): but fortunately the labs are over. okay, not all, but most.. 3 out of 5 has over.. :D and im gonna have the final laboratory test. wish me luck kay? ;D

2 0 1 1 !!

2011-01-07T19:11:00.002+07:00

FIRST POST IN 2011

hello people, how are your beginning of the new year? ha-ha, mine is just like usual one. =.=a I'm not gonna upload my new year's eve and new year celebration photos. because it will take years to complete it. and as i don't get much of my face on the photos. ha-ha. (had felt the feeling of being the one who take pictures). anyway, i did found out that i have a kind of allergy after i took a glass of Japanese traditional beer, sake. the morning after i drank it, i had this itchy yet reddish thing all over my body. should not take those drinks again.

new year reminds me of new year's resolutions, i don't have any this year as i always forget what my NY resolutions were. ha-ha. so, that's it, no NY resolution this year. he-he.

that's all.

c ya.

D Y I N G

2010-12-30T11:22:00.002+07:00

hello people! I'm having this long Christmas and New Year holiday. this year i ended up with staying home, yes, my very first time having my December holiday at home without going anywhere. and I'm too lazy to have a day out or kind of as i am having this lazy syndrome after months of struggling and going out everyday as my mom is also too busy that she got no time to cook meals =.=a so I'm here, home, slacking all the day, play games, sleep, got nothing to do.

and my hard work isn't really paid off. I've got 2 Cs, 2B+s and 1A. quite disappointed with myself, i didn't really serious at studying. but hey! the other scores haven't posted, and I'm quite sure that the others are good and i will have my what-we-called-it-as-IP could be higher than 3. amen.

that's all for today, i gotta play some games, ha-ha. have a nice day! :)

dead blog

2010-10-25T19:03:00.000+07:00

hectic days, no time to blog

two months

2010-10-09T10:14:00.002+07:00

it's been 2 months since i've been alone. everything seems to be OK now. maybe i've been used to it. no regret. but then i still can remember a bit of our memories. but, i can't do anything but move on for now. :) study is the first priority for me now. wish me luck :)

felice :(

2010-09-03T21:16:00.002+07:00

i bumped into this site : http://www.facebook.com/pages/Dukung-Proses-Hukum-Felice-Please-support-the-law-process-for-Felice/113722045308058 and read the explanation about the case. how poor the child and her family. and how irresponsible the school's employees. ): deep condolences, though it occured months ago. ohh., i'm lack of news right? =.=a

:|

2010-08-29T20:04:00.000+07:00

thanks, sorry.

good morning!

2010-08-25T05:12:00.002+07:00

it has always been good to wake up early. very early this time. i had never waken up in such an early time. today i was motivated to wake up this early because of my ASSIGNMENT which i don't really care but i need to do. =.=a okay. school starts in 3 hours time. i need to do it now. see ya guys.!

the dead blog.

2010-08-23T14:36:00.002+07:00

hey! it's been more than a week since my last post, hasn't it? i found myself so lazy to connect the Internet through computer. i myself have no guts why i am that lazy. :p maybe it's because i am drowning myself into the busyness. you know, i am diverting my mind to something like studying, teaching and bla bla bla. got my own reason for that. okay, it's enough for the post. gotta study now. bb :)

the story ended so

2010-08-10T20:43:00.002+07:00

too bad i got no strength to stand in the battlefield of love. no more. i surrendered though the feeling is still there, deep inside. and so the story of me and him ended yesterday. then, i am here. alone. waiting for the broken heart fixed by itself. can't keep the tears to stop as i remember the memories, good one or bad one. and he has ever been a part of me. but then, this is the decision i've made. maybe we aren't meant to be together.

p.s thanks for everything you've given, taught and shared.

losing someone precious

2010-08-07T21:39:00.002+07:00

deep condolences for my ex private teacher. who always treated me like i was her daughter. the woman who loved to cook, gardening and have a great taste of humour :) the little cares she always gave is too much for me. when i met her husband and her sons, it made me feel so sad. someone is missing. :( they'll be very alone now and then, losing a great woman ever. hoping she'll be fine up there. and i'm sure she will :) the memories won't go away. love her. :) and this is the third time i feel the feeling of losing someone. :(

night, people

raindrops

2010-08-06T20:48:00.000+07:00

the hectic days are killing me for sure. argh. tomorrow is saturday. but i can't enjoy my very first weekend of the month as i have a lecture to attend and i have to work. aihh. this routinity will slowly ruin my health :(

the good start with a bad ending

2010-08-05T20:23:00.002+07:00

today i really paid attention to the lecturers. and hell, i got so many assignments from the four-nonstop-lectures. if it's not for the future's sake, i won't do any of them. and the afternoon was really terrible. i made him get mad with me again. it was my fault, really. he even didn't reply my chat. :( but i'm too afraid to call him now. i want him to cool his head first. but then, i won't know when he will be in a good mood then. :(:( i think i could do much better. but, yeah, i'm a silly girl :( i'm sorry dear.

haha

2010-08-04T20:18:00.003+07:00

so funny how this thing crossed my mind while i was trying to find something to be posted. this will be all about the LDR thing. the very first thought when i just knew what LDR is long time ago is that i swear that i won't be in any of that kind of relation. i thought it would be a very difficult relation to be undergone. and the 'never say never' thing is so true. i had it twice. the first one is so out of my mind. to be honest, i was quite happy on the earl of the relation, as it was my very first relation with a boy, he was too too too romantic that i couldn't bare. and it was over after a month. oh, you can blame me about that, man. and after that, i swore to myself that i wouldn't have any LDR thing again for sure. but then, the 'never say never' word shows it's strength. i am now having it for the second time :) with this lovely yet sometimes-too-cold man. it's difficult. as everyone says, the relation need trust and honesty. and not to be forgotten, the care part. and the most difficult one is to control the missing others feeling. but when it comes to the time when we could meet each other, it would be the best moment ever! i'm not joking or kidding you, people. but yes it is. though we could just meet for days. but it would be the very best days and nights ever through the year :) love you boy, hope we could be together now and then. love you!!

the little things

2010-08-03T20:05:00.001+07:00

oh my God! i was recalling all the things i have done on dufan years back. and now, i am missing my crazy-yet-fun cousins! i think i need a holiday right thereeeeee

first day of school

2010-08-02T21:16:00.001+07:00

and it's really sucks. =.=a tomorrow will have a lecture, and so on, til 5 months ahead. haih, i hate that

august, be awesome please

2010-08-01T09:40:00.002+07:00

my lovely July ended, and i keep recalling what i've passed through the whole month. everything i remembered is all about him :') still be grateful to have him as mine, nothing's better for the main time. ahh, and the busy august started today. #augustwish i could make a better timetable and want to study more serious. life is so hard. but i could make it through :)

p.s my life would be so terrible without you, dear

LAST DAY OF JULY

2010-07-31T10:01:00.002+07:00

ahh, the 1 month and 3 weeks holiday ended just in a blink of eyes. and i feel like, i want some more! my lovely July will end soon. too bad. :( i still assume that July is the best month among the others. and the August supposed to be a bad one. on 2nd of August my uni life is starting. urgh, it means that i need to get up very early. :( and the struggling part is going to start. NEXT MISSION is to aim higher score for upcoming semesters. wish me luck, okay? :*

g a s p i n g

2010-07-29T20:37:00.000+07:00

i haven't blogged for days right? oh, blame it on my inet connection. haha. anyway, i was feeling down for days. i was having problems with him, and now. everything's back on the track. but, i don't know why, i can tell you that something is missing between us. but i don't know what that is.

anyway, holiday will be over in days. ohhh, crap! i don't feel like i'm using it well. :( need holidays ! (oh, how selfish i am). =.=a

ahh, i need to take care of something now. need to see my schedule and bla bla bla.

night, people

missing my brother too much!!

2010-07-24T21:20:00.000+07:00

suddenly i miss my only brother :)

huff

2010-07-21T22:34:00.000+07:00

sigh

haih

wew

it's 20th! so fast

2010-07-20T22:34:00.001+07:00

haih, july will come to an end in few more days! and august, which will not be my month will sure start. -.-a should spend the remain holiday doing something great. but, i don't know what to do. anyway, my lovely yet naughty nephew will come to medan tomorrow. very excited about it. because i will have a kid at my home whom i can play with! ahh, i've told ya, july is the best :)

good night!

p.s. we don't communicate well today, do we? :(

the windy night (:

2010-07-19T19:41:00.002+07:00

holidays. i am having a boring one since he went back. i was like, do i have a friend? any? yeah, maybe i have. maggie counted in (: but then, i got few, just a few. but it doesn't matter. i don 't need many friends. as quantity doesn't guarantee the quality. maybe frie,nds are just friends, but when they need you or else, they will be much more than that (that's what i read on people's facebook status) =.= okay, not talking about friends anymore.

let's talk about food. =.=a ohhh, did i tell you that i am on diet? but really, i can't resist any food. any. and i gained some weight again. oh gee. can you people tell me tricks for diet? because i need it ;p

dear andrian,

have a safe flight dear (:(: miss you to the very max! love ya

7eleven

2010-07-18T14:30:00.003+07:00

when i was browsing, somehow i found this picture, and it reminds me of him. too much thing that reminds me of him. :)

p.s ILY

L.O.V.E.Y.O.U / M.E.T.O.O

2010-07-17T20:11:00.002+07:00

3 words save my life, i love you :) - from the song 3 words - cheryl cole

busy days

2010-07-16T19:14:00.002+07:00

busy days are waiting for me, teaching for 2 hours a day, 6 days a week, which will kill me softly. -.-" but then, i found out that teaching people is kinda interesting. making friends with those adolescents :) and i feel like i am old now =.=a anyway, i need undergo diet. really. maybe my stomach has been accustomed with my habit when andrian's here. :p times of meals a day. :P and now, i'm really hungry. and i need to have a kind of sport. but i don't know what sport i can do. swim? a bad idea, i can't swim. work out on gym? don't have girl friends to accompany me. tennis? i don't have the equipment. wkwk. alibi is here. =.=a maybe i will have badminton as my sport. need to ask some friends to accompany me. aihh, stomach is growling. need to have my dinner.

p.s have fun there, dear. and don't forget to send me your tattoo's picture :*

quote quote :)

2010-07-15T20:03:00.000+07:00

“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”

Lao Tzu

thanks dear :*

2010-07-14T19:57:00.000+07:00

he has forgiven me.. thanks God. :)

feeling down

2010-07-14T12:48:00.002+07:00

i know yesterday i made a mistake, but overall, i didn't cheat you and i won't. the only thing i need now is that you'll forgive me. :( i promise i won't be with them anymore, i know why you get mad. i know they will give bad influence to me. i'm so sorry dear.

p.s i miss you

his last day in medan for this july

2010-07-12T17:14:00.002+07:00

have just come home after spending the whole day with him. :') thanks for the days dear. thanks for the birthday thing, thanks for teaching me good things, thanks for everything :) the 12 days were awesome. you are the best man i've ever had.

p.s hope that we could meet on october. ILY

5 months!

2010-07-11T22:05:00.003+07:00

the date 11 has come again, but this month's was a bit extraordinary, i could spent it with you :D i could greet you in front of me, directly, i could hug you, and i was really really happy. the BBQ was awesome, though it seemed that something happened, but then, i felt happy as i could befriend with your friend :p and, the other thing that made me happy was when i woke up, i found you were sleeping beside me, with that innocent face. ;p and hey! i love to wear your t-shirt, so comfy, should borrow it sometime :p and we were cute when we wore the same color clothes, brushed teeth together using those couple toothbrushes (don't lose it, dear :p) ah, the feeling was awesome. and when we spent time together, i feel i have more faith with you :) love you love you, sorry to have those tears at car, you know I'm such a brittle girl :p

"happy fifth month dear. love you. miss you. need you."

p.s please be thrifty, we should just spent on necessary things. :p

hari burung :)

2010-07-09T23:30:00.005+07:00

the day :)

It’s 9^th july 2010, which is Friday :) and it’s livia salim’s 20th birthday for sure,

“happy birthday to you, wish you all the best, have a great year ahead, hope you’ll get a good man :p”

the birthday girl

And fortunately, I spent my day celebrating her birthday, and I found out that she is a great great woman, and I think she’ll be a successful woman in her future :)

Anyway, I watched eclipse again with my boy, the birthday girl, phylicia natio and livana :) great day! Phyli and livana are both great companion, feel quite fun having conversation with them! Should meet up again someday. :)

the cake :)

the treat :D

the souvenirs, thanks :)

And and and, I love him more and more each day. J he’s my drug for sure. And I remember a thing he said just now , “I gave you real flowers, they will die, but they’ll last longer if you take care of it” and I , I got it, baby. Love you love you! :) I will have you for 3 days more, I mean, having you around me, and I hope I could spend it wisely :) will really miss you you you, and I wont cry again, I promise I’ll try :p and hope that we could meet at September. Oh, how I am so addicted to you you you.

my boy :)

sg is going back

wrong dialled satay :p

p.s I had great time today :)

yes, it's my day

2010-07-08T23:47:00.006+07:00

every 8th july is my day. and for this year, i spent it with my lovely boy. :) ohh, he's sweet you know. yes, he isn't the one who greeted me the first, yet he isn't the one who called me at 12 am, but he's the one who made my day became the real day for me :) he's sweet yet cute. first, he texted me to greet me happy birthday :) he's the one who bought me cake

then, we went to tabona :) great lunch, then, he gave me something that suprised me yet made me feel funny, haha, he ordered 9 roses for me. :D

then, we headed to fetch his sister, brenda, who i think is very cute! :D then we had our late lunch again at chasio pui asan, while i ate some kue2 :) then, we dropped brenda at corpus, and we went to sun for a movie, karate kid :)

we tried on couple tees, but they aren't good to be wore and he promised will find one at bali :) then, we had our very late dinnerS. :)

feel so happy today, found out he's sweet, he's mine, and i'm lucky enough. love you. thanks for the day, the things and the memories you've given me! :):)

and thanks for all my friends who greeted me through texts, blackberry, twitter, facebook, feel so great. love ya!

good night:)

as

2010-07-08T22:08:00.000+07:00

you always know how to spoil me :)

2010-07-07T22:20:00.001+07:00

thanks for the other night you've spent with me. :) i don't know why, but i will be very happy though i met you in a very short time. love you always.

good night. :D

the fifth day of your coming back! l o v e

2010-07-05T22:09:00.000+07:00

:D always have great day whenever i am with you. tomorrow will be superb. don't be late ;) haha, no much thing to be updated,. love ya! muachs

f o u r t h

2010-07-04T22:46:00.002+07:00

spent my whole day with him and his friends. totally cool! i didn't feel any uncomfortable things. i just, you know, whenever i am with you, i will feel so so comfy. don't know why. :) love you always, and i will see you in this 7 days in a row. then we'll be separated by distance again, so .. i will cherish the following days. hope we won't have those little fight at car again! hahaa. sorry dear, sometimes i am this "chiang kuang", a bit difficult to leave that habit, but i will try to. hahaa!

nighty night love!!

kisses and hugs

funny night

2010-07-03T22:21:00.002+07:00

had my whole day with him, i don't know why, i prefer going out with him rather than with friends. =.= but, i didn't regret all the things i've done today. LOL. i miss you, i miss you. remember the kisses on the forehead you gave while you were driving? i was flying to the seventh sky. LOL. i miss you, i love you boy. okay, gotta have a rest now, are we going to have breakfast tomorrow? lol. LOVE YOU!!

P.S CRAZY US! LOL

friday night

2010-07-02T19:28:00.002+07:00

didn't see his face today, but nevermind, hope tomorrow i can meet him. miss him. he's going out with some friends, :) good for him as he hasn't met them for months. okay, i went out with winny and 2 of her friends, which turned out to be not-so-good as i can't enjoy it, my cough worsen as i ate ice cream and cold drink. i need a good rest for tonight. anyway, tomorrow they've got family bbq. don't know whether i'm going to join or not. there's felix you know. +_+

good start for july

2010-07-01T21:59:00.003+07:00

a good day and good date i had. haha. accompanied you for lunch, starbuck-ed, watched movie and the dinner were too good. nothing was bad. everything seems to be so perfect with you right here! and for the whole day, i keep smiling secretly. the smile was drawn by itself, it was like, i had this feeling which makes me smiled in a sudden. and now, i am smiling while thinking about it. can't wait for tomorrow. will we meet up again? i hope so. and, don't you know how i love the warmth of your hand while you hold my hand? i really don't want to let it off. awww. everything is too sweet. the way you kissed my forehead at the car. it's the moment i want make the time stands still. and when i lay my head on your shoulder, nothing is more comfortable than that. and boy, i think my 5 months waits pay off, it's worth it.

i love you,

i miss you,

andrian hartanto

thanks for the day you've given.

x.o.x.o

welcoming july, welcoming H i M :D

2010-07-01T08:08:00.002+07:00

july, my month has come, and it's so so breath-taking. it was like, i will have everything i need, i want, i've been longing for. He is coming home today, he's on board for exact. ohh, how i really miss him.

anyway, i want to say sorry before as i couldn't blog last month as i was off from town for about 3 weeks and there's no inet connection. :( so, my blog died for a while. LOL. but from today, i will keep it updated.

the last 3 weeks i spent was horrible. too boring to be true. and i got sick. fever, flu, nose bleeding, fell down, cough. i experienced them in 3 weeks. horrible vacation i have. and i was injected twice. TWICE in 3 days. and the place i got injected is still in pain. ohh, tell me what i should do please. and now, i need to consume paracetamol, dextrometrophan HBr, pseudoefedrin, riplofoxacin (is that how it spell? im kinda forget it) and bla bla bla. -__-

but it doesn't matter much now. i'm really really excited of his coming home :D

okay, and now, i need to tidy up my room, my messy room.

have a nice day, pals.

love

HAPPY FOUR MONTHS

2010-06-11T09:18:00.003+07:00

the date 11th is always my day, oops, i mean our day, and i feel really really happy when the day has come :D i am happy because i am yours and you are mine. :D never been this happy before, and i will always do.

HAPPY F O U R MONTHS DEAR !

i will try to be a better girl for you :) trying not to make you angry again. sorry if i did some mistakes before.

ILY.

having a quality time with maggie

2010-06-10T12:21:00.001+07:00

;D freedom is here . haha :D

mr pancake-ing

ten -> eleven

2010-06-10T10:09:00.001+07:00

okay., i do love tomorrow. i will ! :D

need to do my packing now. :s

NINE

2010-06-09T17:01:00.000+07:00

wish me luck for tomorrow. i'm taking a break now. gotta struggle again later :/

wishing all the best for my brother

2010-06-08T19:51:00.001+07:00

:) wish you will be accepted for the new job you applied. miss you, brother :D

success!

2010-06-08T15:03:00.001+07:00

hehe. my immunology is a big success. :P tomorrow gotta be a composition sessions. hahaa.

get well soon dear

2010-06-06T17:45:00.000+07:00

prince of persia (y)

2010-06-06T17:36:00.002+07:00

have just gone back from cinema with friends. watched prince of persia in this exam week is so refreshing. :) no other thing could be better than this. forgetting all the exam thing! and the movie isn't so bad. there are some parts which made me feel bored. but some made me feel excited. haha. :)

0606

2010-06-06T12:37:00.002+07:00

tomorrow i will face english exam. wish i could sit the exam well. :p i am not supposed to look down any lesson like i did. need to review the lesson tonight! :D

p.s good luck to my dear for tomorrow's exam :)

imy

song!

2010-06-05T18:40:00.001+07:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

spill it out

2010-06-05T18:23:00.003+07:00

today is saturday, and i had my exam this morning. kinda feel like i will fail. it was like, uh, nevamind. i think just 10 out of 150 people will pass the exam. lol. *cherish myself*

do you know what i am feeling? i am feeling empty, it was like, i miss the old you. i am trying to get used to everything about you. but, are you give an effort to me? this thing suddenly popped up in my mind. and i'm kinda feel uneasy about this. i am not starting another war. no, but i just need a bit of your care, like seriously. it's been weeks since your last time sparing me those three words. sometimes, i don't understand boys. :'( i miss you.

down!

2010-06-03T13:32:00.000+07:00

:(((((((((((((((

FIRST DAY FINAL

2010-05-31T19:31:00.001+07:00

DIDN'T DO MY BEST, NEED TO GIVE MORE EFFORT FOR TOMORROW. SEE YOU!

WISH ME LUCK

ordered McD

2010-05-30T12:12:00.002+07:00

haha. have just ordered McD for lunch via web. quicker than via phone. it will take minutes. approx 5 minutes. like hell. hahaa. too much questions. okay. tomorrow is the first day of final exam. will sleepover at magg's home tonight. cya.!

Vesakh Day :)

2010-05-28T20:07:00.002+07:00

happy Vesakh Day to all the people who celebrate it :) and may all beings be well. anyway. my whole mind keep thinking one thing. guess what. it's final exam! not yet prepared. maybe it's a bad habit that i need to get rid of. but then, in the other side i also keep thinking the thing called holiday :p hope it will turn out great! anyway, i am so tired today. need to get early sleep now. good night! :)

4 days to go!

2010-05-27T13:30:00.000+07:00

using the spare time to blog. very busy recently. 4 days more, and i will face the final exams. very depressing for sure. and the assignment is depressing too. :( hope that i will pass it well. in the other side, it also means that the holiday is coming too. my final exams will be held till 9th june. maybe i'll have my holiday at batam or singapore as i need to extend my passport :) but, all my friends will come back here in june, it means i wont meet some of them. hueeee. really miss them, anyway. i need to go to the laboratory now. see you! :)

still awake

2010-05-25T01:55:00.000+07:00

my mind is kind of wondering too much. worrying too much.

later i will have my practical retest. WML

miss my other half

2010-05-23T20:56:00.000+07:00

weekend without doing anything = boring

i had my haircut today. i just feel it doesnt suit me at all. :s

eyes are barely opened. seems like i will have early sleep :O

night dude

missing someone out there
:*

june-obsessed

2010-05-21T21:29:00.001+07:00

i am hvng a great mood today ;) haha.

nth much abt today. just had a lab today. but it only took minutes. so i ended up reading reader's digest, having snacks, playing chess. haha. what an unproductivr day.

anwayy. i really miss HIM :) end of june will be just in a blink of eyes, right?

plan for tomorrow : have a haircut ;p

good night dears

love you

june-obsessed

2010-05-21T21:29:00.000+07:00

morning post

2010-05-19T06:25:00.000+07:00

morning! :) in case i dont have sufficient credit, i cant bb on. life seems so dull. :b and now i am blogging through my old phone. more comfortable as it is smaller, thinner and touchscreen one. i really obsessed to iphone as when i watched ps man, all the roles use apple's. iphone and imac. so WOW. but i need to be thrifty. hoam. to early to say much thing. i am omw to campus nw -_-

baad day

2010-05-16T21:35:00.001+07:00

it is sunday. and yet i didn't enjoy it at all. waken up at three. fell asleep again til afternoon. spending time surfing youtube; watched uber n thomas cup; watched ps man, taiwanese drama; downloaded and played chess game; studied chem and botany; chatting and twittering. and now i am ready to sleep with ears are stucked with headset, listening to music. will read an article from reader's digest. my english is worsen. much i could say.

okay then. good night!

good bye boring sunday
welcoming busy monday

*p.s blogging from my old phone :p

p.s.s get well soon dear. lovee you

p.s.s.s hppy birthday winny adriany.love ya! :)

mid of May

2010-05-15T20:49:00.002+07:00

it's obviously not my day! i failed on my practical test. don't want to think much about it. i will have a retest the next Saturday. may God bless me that time. anyway, i am gaining weight again. and mom is very happy about it. and she's still insisted me to be checked by a doctor. but I'm too afraid. though i know there's nothing to be afraid of. maybe it's because the last time dr. Andy checked me, he asked me to have a blood check. it's really frightening. really. there's nothing more to be told today. I'm too tired. had had that time-consuming test :(

good night, people!

have a blast, sista! :D

2010-05-12T13:07:00.003+07:00

it's 12th of May. :) two events today. one is the mayor election day. and i have voted :) being a good citizen. hahaa. and the other one is Winny Udjaja's birthday. she's officialy 21st now. :) and she's one of my sisters. :) she's cute and a very kind girl. i often sleepover at her house. but since, the uni life is making me busier and busier, i can't find a day to sleepover now. *too bad.

Happy Birthday, sister! wish you all the best.

Love you! :)

having a day off :) and now i am sitting here, browsing for new drama and downloading some songs. 3 novels are waiting for me and 1 magazine still sealed. good day! :)

happy t h r e e !

2010-05-11T20:14:00.001+07:00

it's not too late to post greeting for both of us :)

happy three months, andrian :)
ldr isn't an easy thing
but i think we can make it through :)

anyway, sorry for the last days. miss you.

another cold war

2010-05-09T18:25:00.004+07:00

this time, i really don't know whether i did wrong or not. but really, i don't think that what i did any mistake. you said i played behind you. it hurts. i don't understand what you were saying. actually it's me who should be jealous. you are so close to another girls which you say they are your moms, sisters or so whatever. and i am trying to get used to it. :( i am doubting that i can pretend to be strong if this condition keeps going. but the only thing that makes me stay like this is that i still love you. it's true that i'm flying over the moon when you are so sweet to me. yes, it's true. but it's just sometimes. i really want the old you. the one who keeps texting me a long long text, calling me every night, webcam-ing, but now, everything fades away. but i'm still stupidly loving you :'(

don't get mad by reading this post okay, dear? it's written under emotional circumstances. :p

no update for days, huh?

2010-05-08T08:39:00.002+07:00

my immunity has dropped for days. :( fever, vomits, dizziness, and headache come in a row. that's why i didn't blog for days.

anyway. mom's birthday has passed. i have to prepare for dad's. i got an idea few minutes ago. maybe I'll buy him a shirt. erm. but. I'm not that good in choosing male's shirt. but i will give a try. :)

my aunt's called me for times yesterday. she kept asking me to go to Batam for a few days to extend my passport as i can't extend it here because i had mutated it to Batam's. and if i am going there, there's a possibility that i will go to Singapore for 2 or 3 days. but, hello! all my friends there will come back on June. and my brother will be busy on his work. +_+ die me. i don't want to go there at all. -__- maybe I'll talk to her later when she come back here. :)

anyway. wish me luck for today's lab :)

Another difficult day

2010-05-03T23:58:00.000+07:00

I didn’t mean to do it. Really. I didn’t know you would be this angry with me L maybe it’s me who is so inconsiderate. But don’t let me be in this kind of situation. I just don’t know how to act; I don’t know what to do now. As always, remorse comes in the end. I’m really sorry dear. I know it’s my mistake. You can blame on me. I’m sorry. I do love you.

Anyway, 2 days more, it will be mom’s birthday. I’ve bought her a pair of shoes as present. It isn’t that expensive but I bought it with my salary J and I’m proud of it. Hope she’ll be happy as she received it at the day.

etarepsed

HI MAY! 

2010-05-01T21:25:00.001+07:00

Hi too blogger! J It’s May already! World is keep spinning faster and faster, huh? But I can’t wait for June for sure. But then, it alarmed me that the exams will come soon too! So, I’m here blogging after studying some chemistry things and ready for the Wednesday’s quiz. I will study again tomorrow. It’s too late already to keep studying. :b hey! I cancelled the sleepover at winny’s home as I am in a bad health condition. My low blood pleasure is my weakness though I have been consuming medicine. Did I tell you how I hate to take that medicine? It’s a Chinese one, herbal medicine which tastes so bitter. Ugh. But it’s for health’s sake. =.=

Talking about tastes of medicine reminds me of the qualitative chemistry lab which I attend every Saturday afternoon. The last 3 practices, I need to taste the sample which is obviously medicinal compounds. It might be sedative compounds, antibiotics, vitamin, or even the worst, poison! Imagine, I have to taste the sample for 6 practices. And fortunately, I haven’t tasted any drugs or poison. And what I hate the most from the lab is the reactant. It’s so hard for me to find the reactant when I need it. The reactants weren’t sorted out. They were placed randomly. And some students take the reactants and place them at their own table while the others are searching them at the whole room. They are so inconsiderate. And the other annoying thing is the lecturers. Most of them are temperamental. That’s why I hate Saturday now. Haha.

The other labs aren’t that bad. But they are so boring compared with the qualitative chemistry lab.

Anyway, I am going to watch some DVDs. I borrowed them from my friends. Need to return them soon. It’s no good to keep someone’s thing for a long time.

Bonne nuit!

bye april

2010-04-30T21:58:00.000+07:00

:) welcoming may. good bye april!!

2010-04-30T21:54:00.000+07:00

thurs d a y

2010-04-29T21:40:00.002+07:00

again. it's night already. feel so exhausted after being at school for the whole day. -__-" sucking my energy at all. haahaa. so. april has come to an end. and here comes May! a day closer to June, which I am , I had waiting for! :) hope my only wish will come true. Amin! :)

heyy. i am going to sleep earlier tonight. good night friends! :)

l.o.

s t o m a c h a c h e ( ! )

2010-04-28T17:27:00.002+07:00

hello! it's been days since the last day i updated my blog as i was sick in these few days. fortunately, my body temperature has been normal, but i got a trouble with my stomach. if this is keep being like this, i think i should have a check up. and i hate DOCTOR. haha. fortunately, andrian isn't having a medical course ;b and, another bad thing is my wisdom tooth is growing. maybe it's the reason why i was having a great headache and fever! the effing thing is i need to have odontectomy, a minor surgery. this is what the dentist said when i had my teeth x-ray scan. he said that, i need the surgery as it starts to grow. it's the time! and i'm not ready at all. :( dentist is who i hate the most! really!

happy birthday, winny ngo!

2010-04-26T01:10:00.000+07:00

;)
Worst day of the week. I'm having a fever. :( and now I'm dizzy. Can't sleep at all. It's killing me softly this way.

Anyway. Happy 19th bday winny ngo. And good luck, jeffery ricardo :) miss my friends, my brother, and andrian :(

Good night fellas!

bad habit

2010-04-23T22:57:00.000+07:00

everyone has a bad habit or even more than 1 bad habit. haha. but if the habits affect our health or it makes someone feel disturbed or get mad with us, make sure that you have to throw it away. dont do the habits again. i know i have some. but i am trying to not doing those things again.

okay boy? i have your promise. :)

whatcha say?

2010-04-21T20:50:00.001+07:00

huahh ! had a non-stop-working day ! and i suddenly think, can i stand this kind of life for almost 3 more years? it's really depressing :( need to study hard, being scolded by the lecturers, lab assistants, the weirdo friends, the racist people. UGH! help me please! i am stucked at the end now. :(

good night, mr Tuesday

2010-04-20T23:30:00.000+07:00

Tuesday ended soon. And wednesday is starting. Hahaaha!

Anyway. I don't have any idea what to post today. Hahha

It's like I am not on the mood blogging these few days.

Good night ;)

lla

2010-04-19T23:24:00.001+07:00

having a very good mood :) doing good things today. hahaa.

but still there is no extraordinary thing occured.

good night :)

to say the truth

2010-04-18T20:15:00.000+07:00

For days, I have been faking smiles haha :) that's all I can do now. Not wanting anyone around me feel my burden. So, just keep faking smile! Ahhaha :)

And hey boy, I just feel like we're being farther and farther :( do you realize that? We don't have even a single call for weeks. No webcams for sucha long time. The short texts. It's killing me. I know sometimes I made mistakes. And I can't put all the blame on you also. I just want everything to be normal as what it was. :( it's our fault

I still love you. :')

one of the busy days

2010-04-15T18:43:00.002+07:00

so HELLO EVERYBODY! :) it's a long day for me. staying on the campus for whole day. laboratory practices for almost everyday make my body worn out. :( PLUS, the assignment from the lectures is coming and coming :( no time playing. need to take a rest. :(

good night dears

worn out

2010-04-14T23:07:00.001+07:00

actually i don't want to update my blog tonight as i am really worn out :( the laboratory seemed to take the whole day. and i will be having so many laboratory practice this whole month. W H O L E. can you imagine? :(:( HELP ME

S O R R Y

2010-04-13T22:50:00.000+07:00

once again, i think that you are getting mad because of me :(

call it M O N D A Y

2010-04-12T20:47:00.002+07:00

i love love MONDAY! hahaha. too many good things come around today. 1 lecture canceled, had a long nap, found my long lost savings book (i had just applied for the lost thing form but never mind :) ) and i had my night time doing nothing (can i call it a good thing? haha). and hey! the book A Walk to Remember that i have started reading it days ago is so good! :) though the movie version and the novel are a big D I F F E R E N T. but i'm kinda love both of it.

so. tomorrow is going to be a tiring day. T I R I N G. as i will have my laboratory practice AGAIN as i was failed on last Saturday :( but i will give my best tomorrow. hope it will turn out great. :)

and againnnn. wishing my beloved Andrian good luck for the exam! he is having a hard time teaching his friends. hahaha. :) love you!

and GOOD NIGHT!

x.o.x.o

the eleventh is going to twelveth soon!

2010-04-11T22:55:00.002+07:00

hai Mein Schatz :) how do you do today? i'm feeling great. haha. i had my night with friends to celebrate (read:not sure if this is appropriate. haha) Jeferry Ricardo's going to German this 16th April.

message to him (as if he would read this hahaha) :

Hey dude! Congrats for having the visa right on your hand now. And you will be leaving Medan soon. The place where you were born and grew up. I know it won't be easy for you as you will leave and stay there for years. But this is what we call life man. Nothing is always easy. And good luck there. 8 years education will be a long one. Hope you can face it well. See you, Man.

and hey ! he has been my friend for 16 years man. quite long huh? hahaha. :D he even remembered the stories when we were kids, and hopefully i have forgotten about it. hahaha.

Anyway, to my Andrian. haha. Good luck dear, i know you can do the exam well :) i will always pray for you. Love you.

Good night. :)

Farewell isn't the end of something, it's the beginning.

zwei

2010-04-10T23:57:00.000+07:00

it was like a blink of eyes. and we are here. having this relationship for 2 months time. all i know is i really be grateful to have you as mine. though sometimes we fight, quarrel or kinda those things. but i really love the moments we had together.

love you boy
happy 2 months
*smooch

a step closer

2010-04-10T21:37:00.000+07:00

today wasnt one of the good days in my life. the headache, the laboratory. :| but maybe i have to see them from another perspective. the failure makes me realized that i need to study more and be careful when practicing. okay. i should keep in my mind that these things wouldnt make me fall.

anyway. it is 10 april. and do you know what day tomorrow is? :) kinda enthusiasted. try to figure it out. haha.

anyway. im on dilemma. ipod touch or bb gemini? give me some suggestions please

good night dears
x.o.x.o

An ordinary day

2010-04-09T21:35:00.000+07:00

It’s just an ordinary Friday. Nothing is good and bad enough. Everything occurred as usual. I am bored of this daily routine – school, teaching, home. What a 7 to 6 life. I just need some rest. Fortunately, Lord heard my prayers. Next week, I won’t be teaching as my students have passed the maths and physics final exam though I will have my laboratory been held.

Boy, I’m kinda miss you. Need 2 months time to see you again if you are coming back on June. T.T I know I’m not the one who you miss the most all the time. But you are the one for me |:

p.s sometimes I think I barely know you

good night

1 Corinthians 13: 4-5, NIrV

2010-04-09T08:02:00.000+07:00

Love is patient...
It doesn't easily become angry.
It doesn't keep track of other people's wrongs.

another eight :)

2010-04-08T18:09:00.002+07:00

nothing is in my mind now. it's hard to write a post without any idea, but you really want to post something. haha.

anyway. medan is having problem with electricity, it has been black out for 2 days in row. the electricity plant is broke down cause of the earthquake. and the weather is so HOT.! imagine that people. :(

I'm with you, no excuses

bad day!

2010-04-07T19:17:00.001+07:00

bad day. I NAMED IT! after the early earthquake, it's like we are all out of electricity in this city. :( and it's really hot! the weather! it was killing me. but fortunately, the electricity is back to normal now. can do my activity as usual. :) just hoping that tomorrow will be better. no more earthquake and blackout please. :):)

anyway, i am going to change my blog's layout (again!) because i feel like i want to make it simple this time. haha. and it's due to my nothing-to-do time. =D

earthquake

2010-04-07T06:13:00.000+07:00

earthquake is a good alarm. never waken up this quickly even if my mom called me up.

hv just read this : news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/asia-pacific/8606438.stm

7.8 magnitude is quite shaking for me. hope the best for the world. no tsunami pleasee.

_/|\_

oops

2010-04-06T22:13:00.000+07:00

good evening chums! ;) updating my blog again. it's as if it has been a part of.my daily routinity. lol. so today. i was totally didn't do anything at all. just keeping myself in my bedroom. watched 3 movies in a row. maybe i should check my eyes soon. in case they got worsen. haha. but yet i didn't go on with my plan. i didn't study today. my mood vanished in the middle of the day. i didn't do the exercises. i will be a fat ugly girl soon. haha.

anyway. tomorrow is suppossed to be a long day. :) motivate me pals. haha

anyway. have said my prayers. gg to sleep soon. good night :)

a walk to remember

2010-04-06T12:23:00.002+07:00

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes.

but, can i not be jealous?

5th april ! :)

2010-04-05T21:10:00.002+07:00

hai haii ! :) it's monday. and it is not that bad. not an OSIM (read: Oh Shit It's Monday) haha. after had my mid exam, i felt like i didn't learn anything at all. so i determined to study and listen to the lecture. :) ohh. GOOD SOUL COME. hahaha. anyway. next week, i will have my teaching time just once a week, which means lower salary. but i have my time back :) teaching is quite tiring actually, when you have talkative students, lazy ones or else. but i found it fun when i really enjoyed teaching. and i can remember all the things that i learnt on junior high school. haha. *feels like i am a stupid girl. sometimes i don't know how to solve the easy question XD*

anyway. this week won't be so tiring, but next week? who knows. haha. but i predict that it will be so tiring. need to struggle. will have so much things to do. woohooo.

people always says that time flies so fast. but i don't think so. i really want to make it quicker. but i know it's impossible. ohh. i am so selfish, huh?

boy, i miss you.

don't think that we communicated much today.

T.T

last day of my easter break

2010-04-04T23:28:00.000+07:00

GOD. i spent my whole day slackng by playing game. chattng with cousins and playing with my cute niece. but tomorrow. early in the morning i should wake up and attend lectures. =.= need a longer holiday.

anyway. i want to say good luck for my boy. :) for having an exam tomorrow. and i am sorry that i ignored you a bit at the chat room. sorry. maybe i will delete the game soon. hehe.

good night.
x.o.x.o

hey dudes ;b

2010-04-03T19:54:00.000+07:00

short holiday is so attempting. hehe. if yesterday i was hanging out all day long. today was in the contrary. i was slacking in my room watching movies fron dawn till afternoon. i am totally lack of sleep. haha. and now i am at my cousin's home watching anothet movie. a horror movie exactly. :) and i am gg to have a sleepover here ;)) eits. she said tht my eyes are swollen. haha. yeah. i cried when i watched 2 sad movies. that is why i didnt want to go out today. hehe.

good night everybody.
*poppysmic

happy GOOD FRIDAY!

2010-04-02T22:31:00.002+07:00

hello again, bloggie! :) happy easter for those who celebrate it! :) i had a real good day with my cousins. haha. especially winny. mom and aunt always say that if both of us meet, we won't stop talking. haha. that's why i love to meet her. it's like i haven't seen her for 1 month. haha. but when we meet, we will meet days in a row. hahaa. like yesterday, today, tomorrow and two days later. as i am planning to sleep over at her house. :) really miss the time when 6 of us (read: sister, bro-in-law, bro, sis-in-law, her and me) had our quality time together when my sis (read:senny cci) hasn't had Valenncia (read:my niece) and my sis-in-law (read:athing cci) wasn't pregnant. and now. everyone had to look after their children or can't be too tired. hahaha. remember the time when we had our midnight movies together, gg out together, gg to temple together. :) i know time flies. and everything differs. nothing is immortal.

so today, i had my quality time with winny. wandering through the most visited shopping center in Medan, Sun Plaza. hahaha. quite boring place. so, we bought things and had meals. :) chatting and chatting. forgetting all my busy life and hers also :)

anyway, i bought some DVDs. will have things to do tomorrow :):)

wanted to upload some photos. but the connection is so slow. so i am gg to watch a movie before i sleep tonight :)

good night bloggie!

GOOD NIGHT SAYANG! :* LOVE YOU AS ALWAYS. :)

april fool

2010-04-01T22:43:00.001+07:00

1 April is celebrated as April fool or April mop each year. but today, differ from those i had ever had, i didn't get fooled by anyone. feel like it's just as another day, another Thursday. nothing too special about today. and i got no desire to fool anyone. maybe it was because i was having my last exam today which was very difficult to be understood. talking about exam!. my mid exam is over. and i am having my easter break. hello everyone! i am free as a bird. hahaha. =D

tired now. gg to sleep early. mom said that i can't take my medicine now as it is too late already. hope that i won't forget to take it tomorrow. hahaa.

GOOD NIGHT.

not feeling good today

2010-03-31T22:42:00.000+07:00

forcing myself to update my blog as i had promised him. trying not to break any promises as i could. anyway. tomorrow will be my last day exam. and easter holiday is coming towards. which means i can have a short break after a long high-energy-consuming activities. haha. anyway. i was trying to sleep. but i cant :( gg to try again after published this post.
goodnight

bogosipta